teresa

Dream- Pictures “Images”

7/8/09

I dreamed there was this pink hand bag, I had, and inside this hand bag was cash, pictures, credit cards.

Apparently there had been travel involved in this dream, and during this travel, this hand bag disappeared, with my belongings in it. I was so sure where it had been, who was with me, noticing the last person around me that could have possibly taken it.

There was a sense of desperation when this disappeared, as there was 300.00 in it that was needed to take care of bills, ect.  This was the outside exterior concern and what I shared with others. (Surface concern). I recalled having gone to a friend’s home, and people I knew were there.

 I kept asking the same person over and over again where the hand bag had gone, I was sure that I knew this person knew where the hand bag was. Then after asking, there was what appeared to be a HUGE film that began to play in the middle of the living room. In an instant, I there was this video that showed my hand bag, and its contents sitting on a bed.( Revealing the location of the handbag) No one else could see this video aside from me. I began asking questions relating to what was appearing before me.

 Repeatedly I asked, and after continuously asking the person, the person grabbed the hand bag, as if to say here you go, tossing it at me.

 The dream changed, after my hand bag was tossed back to me.  Immediately, I literally saw the hands of God holding a huge string of pictures that(were) are kept tucked in wallets and handbags.  It was very long, revealing everything that was kept in that hand bag. It was never about the “cash” money in the handbag. It was the images that were concealed within the hand bag.  When I saw the ties of pictures that were tied together, it was concealed pain that was hidden within me, that the Spirit of God was drawing out of me. In my spirit, it was sealed within me, though I saw pictures, He revealed, “IMAGES”. I cannot begin to describe the Holy Spirit conviction and the depths of the Love of my Abba Father at very precise divine exchange. This was all at one time. I saw my Father holding within His very hands the very things,  that began to let go within me.

The surface concern was money,(distraction) the root concern of my Heavenly Father was the concern of the images that were rooted within me.  The pictures were only pictures, but contained within those “IMAGES” was pain, and so very deep, that  I was absolutely deceived.  Each picture I saw uprooted, pain by the Spirit of God like drawing from deep within me, and releasing hidden pain. The weeping was uncontrollable, yet a deep relief as everything within me was being poured out to the Love of my Father. His love for me and the tenderness of His love drew from within me those captured memories that were contained within the pictures.

I saw in life form, in a video a face of a man, and immediately that face became others.  I saw my earthly father, as a young man, then I began seeing others in my life, who  were what I believed to be perpetrators (abusers) in my life.. This video was not just any video, God was showing me. 

In each and every person I saw within this video were not only the perpetrators in my life, but there was expressed Love of the Father towards each person. What do I mean? That although I truly had been the victim of circumstances of these people, there was the affection of our Heavenly Father to each person that hurt me, towards the very perpetrator.  Yes I had truly been a victim; my choices had been robbed as a child. Within me, with every fiber of everything within me, there was NO bitterness, or anger, but compassion of the Father.  This compassion was not experienced until there was release of the pain that had been contained within me.   

In this dream there was a continuous purging, groaning that I could never describe affectively into words. Imagine your greatest pain that you recall experiencing in your life, it was a cry deep within the very core of my being. I believe that was Jesus and Him alive within me, and such a release. Though it was a dream, it was VERY real. God went within the very depths of my heart; Heart Surgery that was being performed by the loving touch of the Father.

When this was completed, undone before God, crying out to Him, knowing I was forgiven, for the images that I was not even aware that I held onto, the Lord told me to look left.  This gets intense here as the spirit of the LIVING God reveals the thief!!!

When I looked left, I saw this HUGE creature, that stood what appeared to be ten stories high.  On first look, I did not see anything. It was as if God blew on this creature His breath revealing the accuser of the brethren.  He was not a man, but he was a beast!! He was breathing a pesticide from his mouth, with the intent to kill.  I knew with everything in me, there was just a knowing, and the word “rapist” that was exposed with the divine wisdom of God impressed within me. The spirit of the Living God, revealed the rapist of His people. I was so mad at the devil, I began calling him out, and crying uncontrollably at the same time, as God was exposing the thief of the hearts of HIS children.  IN that same instant, within seconds, divine exchange again, everything that the Lord has been revealing to me, in the past ten years His love for EVERYONE was very ALIVE in this dream. People are NEVER the enemy, whether you have been a murder, rapist, thief, JESUS LOVES you. Do you know who the real thief is? The real thief is the devil. If He can come in and have you believe that people have been your issue, then he has completed what he intended to do. Have you come into agreement with the lie that you are not LOVED. Am I saying that if you have been abused in your life, that it was not the person? No I am not saying that. What I am saying is that just as JESUS IS SPIRIT, so is the devil. Jesus became man on this earth, and the devil will manifest HIMSELF through people. All he needs is agreement. The people now become the distraction, and you become bitter because of what has happened in your life, believing the person is the issue, rooting un forgiveness, seeking to devour your life roaming about like a lion to destroy you, by making you believe that there is something that separates you from the Love of the Heavenly Father. What better way to do this, than to use the very people that were supposed to be there to protect you, come along and abuse you. God created me and you to have relationship with HIM. The enemy knows this. If he can just come in for a second by using the most impressionable people in your life, then what you can see on this earth, has already begun to root a blockage to the unseen.  In God’s infinite love, as all this was being revealed, not only was the true thief identified, the true rapist of LIFE, but everything within me, was revealed the TRUE love of the Father, as I was blanketed in His love as all the venim of the enemy was being sprayed all about me.  I was covered by the very hand of God with His blanket of LOVE. His protection, His hands, His love, His mercy, His goodness, and it IS these very things of God that reveals. Jesus, Himself. Can you contain the blessings of God? His light will expose every bit of darkness within our own hearts. It’s truly the goodness of God that gives to us a renewed mind, as well as a  heart transformation.

Now what I am about to share, may not be easy for some to read, but please continue to read on Keeping in mind, that if you have been a victim of abuse in any matter, ITS NOT YOUR FAULT!! The enemy has kept you bound long enough has he not?  God wants to heal your heart, and release that so that He can love you, as you have been created to BE LOVED. Love was very distorted in my life, the images that were kept  “secret” within my heart, for so many years, that fear gripped me at every turning point in my life. Fear became love. That was the trick of the enemy. Fear is NOT love, but Perfect Love Casts out ALL Fear.  Today I can share that, but fear became the “trust” in my life. I trusted the spirit of Fear more than I trusted the very creator that created me for Intimate relationship with Him. JESUS LOVES YOU. If you can believe that He does not love you, then the enemy has rooted in your heart, and doing exactly his job. He is the accuser, the life wrecker. Fear told me, not to ever let anyone else in again. (Spirit of Fear) . Fear told me, that everyone would reject me in my life, if I let them in. Fear told me that everyone would be the same way towards me.

Jesus came to give you life and Life more abundantly!!  There is no LIFE in fear. If you take the “f” out of fear, you have a listening EAR to the heart of our Heavenly Father in Christ Jesus.  Life comes only in Christ Jesus. The world has NOTHING to offer you.

There is nothing of this world that can fill the void. The emptiness, that rejection, the abandonment, shame that I experienced in my life, identified me, based on the images (mindsets) strongholds that were rooted deep. Because of those images, my responses in life were based on that mindset and rooted within my heart.  I am here to tell you, you can be free from this. You can be free of fear dictating your yesterday, your present and your future.  Jesus poured Himself out for ME. He poured HIMSELF out for YOU.  His love covers a multitude of sin. He does not agree with sin, but truly His grace absolutely goes around for each person. There is nothing that is that bad, that He has not died for. NOTHING.

There has to be an exchange. Something comes within you. Jesus exchanged himself for YOU. He loves YOU. When you can identify the true thief, remember is never people, though people will come into agreement with the enemy, Jesus still loves them. What the issues truly are, are the issues in MY heart, not your heart.

The Lord says to you, You are indeed MY BELOVED. To be ONE with ME. The abusers of your life, have not been of ME. My Beloved. I am doing a new thing in your life. My affections are set upon you. I am restoring what has been taken from you. I am restoring and revealing to you my affections and my thoughts towards you. I am restoring the broken relationships you have experienced in your life, because I love you. I desire you with an ever lasting love. I have good thoughts about you. You have felt squeezed, and Yes that is Me. That is me taking that within you and exchanging what you have known for the wonders of who I AM.

I am a Father to the fatherless, I am a lover of your soul. Taste and see that I am good. I will take everything that has been bitter in your life, and replace this with honey. I will melt down every barrier, with MY LOVE. Come, lean your head upon my heart, sit me with for a while. Let me share with you, my Love for you. There is Only Love with me. Let me reveal to you. I have had nothing but compassion for you. I have a life of destiny for you. I speak tenderly to your heart. I will not hurt you. Encompassed in Me, wrapped in beauty, of all the love I have for you, my Beloved My Bride. The entry is narrow, I will touch those areas of your life, I will set free every chain, expanding you in such ways you have never known. I have created you for my good pleasure my Beloved. GREAT Pleasure.